Saturday, December 30, 2017

Chapters of Life

For a long time I've been fiddling with a concept of how the various stages of life commonly break down into 12 periods of seven years each.  

Each period corresponds to a particular month of the year, beginning March 1 (when we begin expecting new life to emerge from the dead ground), and ending on February 28 (the end of winter and the shortest, coldest month of the year).  

Those months also cluster into quarters of three months each, which also correspond to a larger phase of life.  A couple of days ago, I assigned verbs to the months and quarters which to me characterize the main activity of those periods.  

Finally today I put together a diagram which portrays those periods of life as books on a bookshelf.  I would imagine that selecting a couple of key stories about your life from each of those periods would produce a pretty good autobiography.  



Hm.  Maybe I'll do that.  After all, by next Autumn I'll be heading into the "concluding" period, and shortly after that comes a period of sharing with others what you've learned in life.  If I can commit to writing the first 9 periods now, then the last quarter should be easy to put a pen to, even for someone who is nearing the end of the journey, about to fill up the bookshelf.  :)


Friday, December 1, 2017

Leaving what you love

As my job search continues, the several options I had been exploring (and some, interviewing for) have started to fall off the radar screen.  Right now I am down to two, both fairly assured that I may get an offer soon.  Neither are in Des Moines.  It's looking more and more like I will have to move.  On one of the jobs, Diane and I are now starting to consider how I might move, but finagle keeping our home where it is, so as to retire in it in 4 years, but still see each other regularly.  On the other job, that would not be possible, so I am wondering if we could get Jimmy to consider also moving there, so he could be near us like he is here.

Earlier this week, I found myself standing at the top of the staircase to the lower level and nearly began to cry.  I had an overwhelming feeling of loss, saying to myself "I don't want to leave here."  For a guy who's moved around as much as I have, it feels strange to have such a strong attachment to a place.  I don't know what to make of it.

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Amnesia

poem by William Wordsworth, Intimations of Immortality


What though the radiance which was once so bright 
Be now for ever taken from my sight, 
Though nothing can bring back the hour 
Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower; 
We will grieve not, rather find 
Strength in what remains behind; 
In the primal sympathy 
Which having been must ever be; 
In the soothing thoughts that spring 
Out of human suffering; 
In the faith that looks through death, 
In years that bring the philosophic mind. 




Monday, October 30, 2017

The Vine and the Branches - John 15

John 15 contains a brilliant analogy for the relationship between God the Father, Jesus the Messiah, and the Church and its believers.  The first 5 verses get us started and should be very familiar:

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in me that does not bear fruit he takes away, and every branch that does bear fruit he prunes, that it may bear more fruit. Already you are clean because of the word that I have spoken to you. Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing."  ----- ESV

In most versions of the Bible, there is an unfortunate translation choice that confuses the analogy, and that is the use of "he takes away" in verse 2.  An equally proper, and I think better, translation of that Greek word (airei) is "he lifts up".  If we are going to apply Jesus' analogy to our lives, let's at least do it correctly, understanding fully the context.  That same Greek word is used in Acts chapter 1 to describe Jesus' ascension into Heaven.  When Jesus was lifted up into Heaven, we surely wouldn't refer to Jesus as being "cut off" or "taken away" with a connotation of judgement. Yet that is what conventional interpretations often do.

This article from a vineyard owner really says it well.  The gardener "lifts up" any branches that trail along the ground, and ties them on to the support structure so that they grow upward.  They are pruned as well, of course, but there's no pruning until they've been tied on and trained to go upward.

Also, the word for "prunes" in verse 2 is also the same Greek word (katharoi) as for "clean" in verse 3.  Those two verses should be translated using the same word (and I think pruned is the better word for both verses).

Later, when the analogy shifts to cutting off branches that are no longer abiding in the vine, and bundling them up to be burned, it's a very appropriate translation.  If a branch breaks off at the trunk, or at the cordon (arm), it loses its connection to the vine and becomes dead.  Nothing for it at that point than to be burned up.  But there's no cutting off and burning for a branch that is trailing along the ground.  Instead, it gets the Vinedressers loving attention; he tends to it in such a way as to help it to grow properly, and produce good fruit.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Falling Upward

During this process of evaluating how to approach the next few years - retire, work part-time, work full-time (same industry or a new one) - I have found myself thinking about what's truly important to attend to in the remainder of my life here on this planet.

(Ha.  That reminds me of listening to an old Larry Norman album I owned with the title: Only Visiting This Planet.  True that, Larry.)

In a recent visit with my pastor in which we compared notes on self-examination, he recommended to me the book "Falling Upward" by Richard Rohr.  In it, Rohr posits that there are two halves to life, the one in which we discover and form ourselves into a unique container called "who I am", and the one in which we make the best use of that container and contents to accomplish that which we were set on earth to do.

Seems to me that right now is an excellent time to think about that idea, settle on a definition of self and on a second-half-of-life mission, and then lay out a plan to execute that mission.

Okay then.

Let's begin.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Refugees, their motives, and the Scripture

My wife and I just returned from a 3800 mile driving vacation which took us from Iowa to Branson to Hot Springs to Shreveport to Dallas (Fort Worth, actually) to Austin to Brownsville & South Padre Island to Kerrville in the Texas Hill Country to Abilene in West Texas to Wichita and back home.

While in Austin we stayed with our eldest kid in her new house, and were there over a Sunday, so went to her church as well.  A guest pastor was preaching that day and the message was on the refugee and the Biblical case for compassion for, and acceptance of, them.  Here are the particular Scripture passages invoked in that message:

The Refugee

Psalms 46:1 ESV
God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
http://bible.com/59/psa.46.1.ESV

Psalms 59:16 ESV
But I will sing of your strength; I will sing aloud of your steadfast love in the morning. For you have been to me a fortress and a refuge in the day of my distress.
http://bible.com/59/psa.59.16.ESV

Psalms 68:5-6 ESV
Father of the fatherless and protector of widows is God in his holy habitation. God settles the solitary in a home; he leads out the prisoners to prosperity, but the rebellious dwell in a parched land.
http://bible.com/59/psa.68.5-6.ESV

Psalms 91:4 ESV
He will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness is a shield and buckler.
http://bible.com/59/psa.91.4.ESV

Leviticus 19:33-34 ESV
"When a stranger sojourns with you in your land, you shall not do him wrong. You shall treat the stranger who sojourns with you as the native among you, and you shall love him as yourself, for you were strangers in the land of Egypt: I am the Lord your God.
http://bible.com/59/lev.19.33-34.ESV

Deuteronomy 10:17-19 ESV
For the Lord your God is God of gods and Lord of Lords, the great, the mighty, and the awesome God, who is not partial and takes no bribe. He executes justice for the fatherless and the widow, and loves the sojourner, giving him food and clothing. Love the sojourner, therefore, for you were sojourners in the land of Egypt.
http://bible.com/59/deu.10.17-19.ESV

Hebrews 13:1-3 ESV
Let brotherly love continue. Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares. Remember those who are in prison, as though in prison with them, and those who are mistreated, since you also are in the body.
http://bible.com/59/heb.13.1-3.ESV

Galatians 5:14 ESV
For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: "You shall love your neighbor as yourself."
http://bible.com/59/gal.5.14.ESV

Acts 17:26-27 ESV
And he made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined allotted periods and the boundaries of their dwelling place, that they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him. Yet he is actually not far from each one of us,
http://bible.com/59/act.17.26-27.ESV



Now, a statement and a question. Every Scripture used to urge compassion and acceptance toward refugees has an underlying assumption - that the refugee's motives are benign.  What if they are not?

The parallel is made in many passages to the Israelite nation being captives in Egypt (or in Babylon).  Israel's motives were benign - they had no intent to undermine that government or to infiltrate the culture in order to do harm.

Because of this core assumption, the Scripture says nothing about how to treat an alien or stranger in your land whose intent is to cause harm.  (i.e. sent by a hostile government or a terrorist or a criminal organization).  The only example of an immigration policy decision in the Bible that is even close to such a situation is in Joshua chapter 9, and the result was not compassion and acceptance.

One has only to look at Europe to find instances of immigrants intending to cause harm.  It seems to me that we need an immigration process which is like the Ellis Island approach we used to have: no one is admitted unless then can demonstrate that they have 1) a month's wages on them, 2) a relative already in the USA to vouch for them, and 3) a job offer.  Those requirements alone, plus a 30 day quarantine period to give time for background checks, would eliminate most of the risk that anyone with malicious intent would make it into the US.



Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Spiritual Gifts - A Harmonization of the "Gift Lists"

Some time back, I was listening to a sermon by our Pastor, when as often happens a thought struck me, and I had to explore it.  So I sent myself a note on email, and it sat there in my inbox for months, waiting for a time when I could do the research.  Now, being unemployed, I finally have the time.  :)

The idea was this: there are several passages in the New Testament that list what are known as "spiritual gifts", the definition of which is abilities (often supernaturally endowed) that are given to Christians at or after their conversion, for the purpose of edifying and building up the local church.  Since English translations of the Greek New Testament writing often are contextual, there may appear to be more of these "gifts" noted in English translations of the Bible than the original languages allow for.

The solution for that would be to go to the Greek language versions directly and note the words used there to create a harmonization, and then convert the surviving terms back to English.  Seminary training certainly helps with such an endeavor, and online tools make it easier than it was a couple of decades ago.

So, here's what I found by trying to harmonize the following passages:

Romans 12:6-8
I Corinthians 12:8-10
I Corinthians 12:28-30
I Corinthians 13:1-3,8
I Corinthians 14:6,26
Ephesians 4:11-12
I Peter 4:11
I Corinthians 7:7-8
Exodus 35:30-35
I Chronicles 25:1-8

You might wonder how I can examine Greek words in the last two passages, but there are online tools for that, too.  :)

The complete table is below, but here are some insights.

1) Prophecy in the Old and New Testaments are from the same Spirit, and are the same gift; just the context differs.  In the Old, prophecy was mostly speaking God's truth to power.  In the New, it is speaking God's truth to the church about a specific issue or need.
2) The gift of evangelism is better thought of as a Gospel Preacher - not one who expounds the Scripture, but one who simply brings the Good News, with power.  Televangelists get a bad rap, but Saint Paul was one - just without the technology of TV.
3) The modern-day position of Pastor is really unnatural.  We think of it as combination of Preacher/Teacher/Counselor, but the word used for pastoral gifts is the Greek word for Shepherd - one who cares for the flock.  It is not the same gift as Teacher, nor is it the same as Evangelist (preacher).  Yet in our modern pastoral ministry, we expect the Pastor to do all three. There are separate gifts of Teaching, Shepherding, and Evangelistic Preaching.  As Saint Paul says clearly: none have all the gifts, but we expect pastors to have at least 3 specific ones.
4) The idea of spiritual giftedness in music and the arts has been hotly debated, but it's clear to me that there is an Old Testament precedent for it, confirmed by similar use of the Greek New Testament words for both Wisdom and Prophecy in the context of arts, crafts, and music.
5) There is a gift of singleness, but not of celibacy per se.  The text in question says nothing about sexual activity or the lack thereof (it's implied, not stated), but rather of being partnered with someone in a committed relationship (which would necessarily draw them away from complete devotion to Christ.
6) Hospitality appears not to be a spiritual gift, but rather a command, along the same lines as "live a quiet and godly life" or "give no one reason to accuse you".  All believers are commanded to be hospitable to other believers, especially those traveling through.



Greek Word Strongs #      
Romans 12:6–8
Prophecy prophēteian 4394
Serving diakonian 121248
Teaching didaskalia 1319
Exhortation paraklēsei 3874
Giving haplotēti 572
Leadership proistamenos 4291
Mercy eleōn 1653
1 Corinthians 12:8-10
Word of wisdom sophias 4678
Word of knowledge gnōseōs 11108
Faith pistis 4102
Healing iamatōn 2386
Miracles dynameōn 1411
Prophecy prophēteia 4394
Distinguishing between spirits diakriseis 1253
Tongues glōssōn 11100
Interpretation of tongues hermēneia 22058
    Note, a connotation of                  .   translating, not of                          .   determining the meaning

1 Corinthians 12:28-30
Apostle apostolous 652
   Note, an emphasis on 
Prophet prophētas 4396
   an emissary, a delegate, 
Teacher didaskalous 1320
   one who is commissioned   .  to go (i.e. a Missionary)
Miracles dynameis 1411
Kinds of healings iamatōn 2386
Helps antilēmpseis 484
Administration kybernēseis 2941
Tongues glōssōn 11100
Interpretation of tongues diermēneuousin 1329
   Note, an emphasis of 2058,                  .  fully/accurately translating
1 Corinthians 13:1-3,8
Tongues glōssais 11100
Prophecy prophēteian 4394
Seeing eidō  1492
   Note, metaphysical seeing  .  (as in a Seer); used in                .   context of understanding              .  Mysteries (mystēria                                 .  http://biblehub.com/                .  greek/muste_ria_3466.htm 
   Strong's 3466                                        .  http://biblehub.com/                        .  greek/3466.htm)
Knowledge gnōsin 11108
Faith pistin 4102
Feed the Hungry psōmisō 5595
Martyrdom kauthēsomai 2744
   Note, context of "to be                   .  burned" is to hand over the     .  body (paradō to sōma,                .  Strong's 3860 and 4983) for          .  torture, but literal meaning .  of 2744 is to be lifted up, as          .  in Christians on the crosses         .  set on fire in Nero's day.
1 Corinthians 14:6,26
Tongues glōssōn 11100
Revelation apokalypsei 602
Knowledge gnōsei 11108
Prophecy prophēteia 4394
Teaching didache 1322
    Note, also a lesson                      .   (teaching - didachēn                .   Strong's 1322)
Worship psalmon 5568
Interpretation of tongues hermēneion 22058
Ephesians 4:11-12
Apostle apostolous 652    
Prophet prophētas 4396
Evangelist euangelistas 2099
   Note, this word has the             .  connotation of herald or            .  news announcer (i.e.                  .  preacher)
Shepherd poimenas 4166
Teacher didaskalous 1320
1 Peter 4:11
Speaking lalei 2980
   Note,
Serving diakonei 121248
.  this is teaching - normal      .  speaking, but about                   .  Theology (logia Theou,      .  Strong's 3051 & 2316)
1 Corinthians 7:7
Celibacy (Singleness) agamois 22
Exodus 35:30-35
Wisdom (trans. Skill) bə·ḥā·ḵə·māh 2451 4678      
Understanding (trans. Intell. biṯ·ḇū·nāh 8394 4907
Knowledge ū·ḇə·ḏa·‘aṯ 1847 1990
Craftsmanship (wise works) mə·lā·ḵāh 4399 2041
erga             
                Note,  "works" is modified by wisdom "Sophia"

Design wə·laḥ·šōḇ   2803 753
Teaching (Training Others) ū·lə·hō·w·rōṯ  3384 4264
1 Chronicles 25:1-8
Prophesy (Utter) with Music han·nib·bā 5012 6669
ecstatically via the Holy Spirit 4396

Monday, September 18, 2017

Outward focus in retirement

Much as I would love to retire - right now - I'm not sure it's a good idea unless I have a clear objective to reach while being retired.  So far I've thought about a routine to keep body, soul, mind and spirit all exercised during retirement, but that's pretty self-focused.  There's an outward focus that's just as necessary, I think, but I haven't figured that part out.

Listening to the sermon on Sunday, something the Pastor said got me to thinking about my life objective and about my abilities and skills - do they cease in retirement?  Were they only for the workplace?

For several years (decades, really) my life objective has been to leave relationships and organizations better than I found them.   That still has merit, and I would want to continue that life objective even when retired.  But ... how could I do that if I am not involved in relationships and organizations?  What's there to "leave better" if I am holed up in my house concentrating on body, soul, mind & spirit ... as a disconnected individual?  I'm introverted, and love time alone, but I can't have a positive impact on others if I don't get out of my house.  :)  I will need involvement with people and organizations, even though it's hard for me to initiate, and wears me down when it happens.  A friend of mine from church has invited me to come to some regular business networking meetings he has, and I dread that stuff.  But... it may be exactly what I need to do during retirement to stay connected with people and potentially have a positive impact on them.  

My innate makeup is a combination of both an intuitive and an analytical nature, instinctively applying pattern recognition to observations, and turning that into creative, strategic thinking.  These have been hallmarks of my work life for, again, decades.  How do I use these things in retirement?  Well, I'd have to think that some non-profit organization could use that skill set to advance their causes.  I suppose that businesses could use that same skill set on a part-time, consulting basis.  But both of those require getting out in the community and the business world to interact with organizations and find out what they need.

Finally, there's the area of spiritual gifts.  For those unfamiliar with the concept, take a look at Ephesians 4, 1 Corinthians 12, Romans 3, 1 Peter 2.  God gives to his people certain gifts to be used to encourage and build up his people.  Their use is in the context of the Church, but they do have some spillover into non-church settings.  Consistently over decades, mine have been gifts of: teaching, edification through music, and leadership ("shepherding", usually as an Elder in the church).  Teaching, leadership and music have application outside the church, and God has allowed there to be some spillover of those gifts into the secular world for me.  Of course, continued involvement in church has nothing to do with retirement, so I expect those to continue to be used in the church so long as health, mind, and voice hold up.  Beyond that, though, teaching and leadership have potential for use in the secular world during retirement, too.  Loaned executives, adjunct professors, Board members, all are possible outlets for those gifts.

So, while retirement seems deliciously tempting right now... there will need to be no lack of engagement with others during retirement, in order to continue to have a healthy outward focus.  There's an old analogy I can use here, and that is the difference between the Dead Sea and the Sea of Galilee.  The former is called Dead for a reason.  No life can be sustained in it because of the high mineral content there.  One of the reasons that the Dead Sea's mineral content is so high is that it has no outlet.  No river flows through it.  The Sea of Galilee, however, has both an inlet and an outlet.  It has fresh water flowing through it all the time, and as such it supports life.  No wonder several of Jesus's disciples had a booming fishing trade there.  If I in retirement simply take in and don't give out as well... I will become like the Dead Sea.  I'd rather have a fresh and vital life, even if that means getting out of my house and interacting with people.  :)


Saturday, September 16, 2017

Sabbatical or New Direction?

The Pastor of our church just returned from a Sabbatical.  He has now begun to write about the experience and the lessons learned from it.  This made me think about my current period of unemployment (even though it's only been 2 weeks so far!) as potentially a type of sabbatical.  My severance agreement grants me 7 months of salary continuation, one month for each year of service.  I've worked for GuideOne for 7 years, and now have 7 months off.  Seems like a sabbatical to me, except for the part that my job isn't there to come back to.  (a key difference, I'll grant you)

Right now, I am feeling like I need to busy myself with searching for work rather than calming myself, letting the adrenaline high (from the work challenges I faced) slowly dissipate, and search instead for insight and wisdom.

One of the ideas we are discussing is whether or not I could move straight into retirement.  Of course we can, but it may be a strain financially, and wasn't in our plan (which had me working for another 4 1/2 years).  So I don't yet know if this is a sabbatical, a period of rest from which I will come back to the workforce reinvigorated, or if it's a transition into a new career: retirement.  I love the sound of that last phrase.  I have such plans for retirement!

Among those plans is a daily routine that addresses body, soul, mind, and spirit, at least a half-hour of each.  Body: 30 minutes of exercise daily, varying among movement, strength, and endurance; Soul: 30 minutes of creativity daily, whether contemplating beauty, appreciating music, writing or making music; Mind: 30 minutes of reading daily, with a variety of literature: fiction, non-fiction, poetry; Spirit: 30 minutes of devotional reading, bible study and prayer.  More possible in each of these categories, of course, but no less than this in each.

These last two weeks I decided to try the routine as if I were retired and see if it's sustainable.  I've done fairly well with it so far - usually 3 of the four categories handled, with the one missing being different each day.  I've found that the search for work intrudes and disrupts the routine and is mostly what causes me to miss one area.  So, it's a half-hearted effort at best, but it seems that if I didn't have a work search intruding, it would be sustainable.

I've even written another children's book already.  :)  This will be my third, and it's focused on my boyhood experiences making maple syrup with my Dad and brother down in the woods behind my childhood home.  At this point all I need is an illustrator.

And that writing exercise just scratches the surface.  I've laid down 6 song tracks in the last two weeks as well.  There's poetry in my head just waiting to be let out onto paper.  I have a longing to help lead a small group, to do more teaching.  All I need is the time.

Will it be now?  Or in another 5 years?

No way to tell right now, so I'm not quite sure how to treat this 7 months of salary continuation.  Sabbatical?  Or a new direction entirely?


Sunday, September 3, 2017

The Other Shoe Dropped

In my previous post I talked about the anticipation of waiting for a new management team to make all their final decisions around organizational structure (watching company officers be let go was rather like seeing tin cans being shot off a split rail fence one by one).

Well, this week it was my turn.  I happened to be working remotely Thursday when I got a call from HR telling me my position was being eliminated in a reorganization.  Friday was to be my last day, so they said to be there at 7AM to turn in my badge and pick up my severance paperwork.

It wasn't a surprise, really, I felt the odds were pretty good that I would get painted with the same brush as many others who went before me, and indeed I was.  The old saying is true: "the new broom sweeps clean".  Very.

Still, in each week that went by that say me still on the payroll, I was grateful to still be employed.  And just about a year ago, I was also nearly on the cutting room floor so to speak, and managed to get a reprieve by taking on a tough new assignment, which was not really given enough time to complete, but it still gave me about another year of employment, so I'm glad of it.

But now, it's time to dust off the old resume', ring up some recruiters, and see what's out there.  Since I turn 62 this fall, I theoretically could retire, but that's not financially prudent, as I need to work about 4 1/2 more years at my current pay scale to be finish off my house mortgage.  THEN I can retire!  And finding something at 62 at my current pay... [gulp] is not going to be easy.

So as they say, "life is what happens while you're making other plans", and "the best laid plans of mice and men oft go astray".  And so they have.  The question now is, can we get them back on track, or will we have to make some major adjustments to those plans?

Saturday, July 8, 2017

I feel the earth - move - under my feet

For the last 8 months I've been pouring myself into a new role at my company.  Exciting, challenging, demanding, rewarding, and building to a head when I reported out to the Board of Directors in May on my progress.  All went well until...

The CEO retired, a new one got hired, and 7 of the most senior officers of the company got summarily replaced!  Only 5 existing executives (VP & up) are still there and only one of them is reporting to the new CEO.  The six of us AVPs are all still on the payroll (so far).  The CEO is female, and two other females in the AVP/director ranks got immediate promotions to higher officer titles.  None of the males did; plus, all the officers who got replaced were male; one of those men was replaced by a woman as well.  Maybe there's a message there, maybe not, but it does seem like women came out particularly well in this transition.  We went from 2 women in the officer ranks to five (including the top spot) within the space of two weeks!  Remarkable.

The new CEO is a complete whirlwind.  She makes decisions even faster than I do, and I thought I had a tendency to shoot from the hip!  This woman is a gunslinger par excellence.   She initially said she might need 30-45 days to put an org chart together, and she published one in 3 weeks.  It was comforting to see a box on the chart that described my current role, even though my name wasn't on it.  There were lots of those nameless functional boxes, though, and the explanation given was that whoever the person was at the top of any particular column of boxes would have the right to name his/her own team beneath.

Yesterday I found out who the person above me in the food chain will be.  He's not showing up for another 10 days, but when he does, the process of vetting me for continuing employment commences.    Just when I thought that I cleared the biggest hurdle facing me - the Board - it turns out there's one more that still remains.  I'm strangely calm about it; I feel confident that God has all things under control, including my welfare.  So, I can relax and be myself, knowing that whatever comes, God will be in it.  :)

It also helps to be turning 62 this Fall.  Not that I want to take retirement... I prefer to work another 4 years.  But if push came to shove... I think we could make it.

So, it's kind of a week-to-week gig while the ground continues to pitch and yaw under my feet; I just widen my stance, bend my knees a bit, put my hands out for balance, and roll with it!


Sunday, May 7, 2017

Relocation or Exile?

Today in church the pastor preached from Jeremiah 29, the passage where God, through the prophet, told the people of Israel that they should embrace their exile to Babylon and not struggle against it, because the generation that went there would die there.  It would be the next generation (or two) who would return to Jerusalem.  But as for those who were still smarting from the humiliation and disruption, God told them to lean into the pain, to build houses, plant gardens, marry off their children, and settle down.  What's more, they should work for the benefit of their new location, because it would be in their best interests in the long run.  It's not unlike when a parent tells a squirming child who is trying to get out of the car seat or the dentist's chair: "Stop struggling, and sit still!  Read, play a game, watch a video.  You're not getting out, so you might as well make the best of it!"

I couldn't help but reflect on the many, many relocations we have been through since we started out.  Of the 17 moves (most of which were prompted by job changes) we've gone through, I count 10 of them as being "involuntary" or at least undesirable - not things I would have chosen had circumstances not pushed us in that direction.  Many of those experiences of career change and lifestyle disruption seemed like exile at the time.  I kicked against them and didn't want to go, but felt I was "forced" to by circumstances.  At the time, I could not hear the kinds of things that God said to the Israelites in exile - I didn't appreciate what God might have been up to, what plans He had in mind for me (to give me a future and a hope).

As I look back on them all now, it's much more clear that every move, every job change had a purpose - whether discipline, or opportunity, or both.  A difficult circumstance, an isolation, a disruption, led to a period of growth, a new set of friends, an opportunity for another family member, an accomplishment, etc.  Much like with the Israelites in captivity, who used that time to write, collate, and codify the canon of the Old Testament scriptures.  There was no exile God's people faced, nor any that I faced, that was without hope and a future, and none that did not eventually produce a benefit.

Going through those troubling circumstances over and over have given me confidence that there will always be hope and a future, and even an accomplishment, in and beyond any experience of disruption and exile.  

Even in Iowa!  ;)

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Christianity's Moral Philosophy

In the classes that I teach for UIU on Contemporary Ethics (and to a lesser degree in the classes on World Religions), I explore some of the primary ethical systems in practice in humanity, such as:

  • Consequentialism (of which popular Utilitarianism is a special case)
  • Virtue Ethics
  • Deontological Ethics 
  • Natural Law
as well as some others not as widely practiced, like Feminist and Relational Ethics.

Whenever I do this, I inevitably get around to the question of which of these is most like Christianity, or more precisely, which of these is most consistent with historic Christian theology and praxis?

The conclusion I most often come to is that the moral philosophy of Christianity is a special case of Deontology, in which the Moral Imperative of Deontology is informed by God in three ways:  1) the basic moral hard wiring common to humanity, 2) the Jewish and Christian scriptures, and 3) in these latter days, a living and active relationship with God through faith in Jesus as the Son of God.  

Deontology, to those readers who may not have had much opportunity to study ethics, is sometimes called the "ethics of duty".  A prominent proponent of this ethical system was the philosopher Immanuel Kant.  The essence of it is this: there are such things as moral good and moral evil, and they are known by the vast majority of humanity.  As a result of this nearly universal agreement, we must take them as moral imperatives to do the right and avoid the wrong as those concepts are generally known.  We have a duty to obey these moral imperatives, the obedience of which is moral goodness, and the disobedience of which is moral evil.

As to how these moral imperatives for Christians become informed by God, there is a presupposition that must first be stated.  Christians hold that God exists (specifically YHWH, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob), that God is the epitome of moral goodness, and that God was directly involved in creation of the universe in which we find ourselves.  Unlike Deists, Christians see God as interventionist, as immanent, not as disinterested and aloof.  In the process of creation (whether by fiat - ex nihilo, or by active divine guidance of evolutionary processes) God imbued creation with a moral order as a direct result of God's own nature.  The LOGOS of God, the divine creative reason and will, was what guided creation, and still does.  We see this in John 1:1-3a: 

"In the beginning was the [LOGOS], and the [LOGOS] was with God, and the [LOGOS] was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being."

As a result of this moral order permeating creation, humanity also has a moral compass - the conscience.  The Apostle Paul described the effect of that this way in his letter to the Romans (1:19-20 and 2:14-16)

 "For what can be known about God is plain to them, because God has shown it to them.  Ever since the creation of the world his eternal power and divine nature, invisible though they are, have been understood and seen through the things he has made. So they are without excuse ..."

"When Gentiles, who do not possess the law, do instinctively what the law requires, these, though not having the law, are a law to themselves. They show that what the law requires is written on their hearts, to which their own conscience also bears witness; and their conflicting thoughts will accuse or perhaps excuse them on the day when, according to my gospel, God, through Jesus Christ, will judge the secret thoughts of all."

So even without the Jewish and Christian scriptures, God still impressed on the hearts of humans what is morally right and wrong.  But God did not stop there.  Being an interventionist God, willing to step into the created order and steer it, God also sent teachers to humanity in the form of Moses who communicated to ancient Israel the Ten Commandments and other teachings of the Law of God, as well as the prophets who told Israel and Judah when they were going morally off course and how to change direction.  Here is a clear example from the prophet Micah (6:8):

He has told you, O mortal, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?

And this from the Apostle Paul in his letter to the Philippians (4:6-9):

Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, beloved, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. Keep on doing the things that you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and the God of peace will be with you.

In this way, the scriptures also inform the moral imperatives by which Christians strive to live.  But for those who have put their faith for their moral salvation in the free grace (undeserved favor) of God, through identification with Jesus Christ as Savior, there is an additional way that God informs their moral imperatives: by the indwelling presence of the Spirit of God, as explained by Jesus himself in John 14:15-17, 25-26):

"If you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Advocate, to be with you for ever. This is the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, because he abides with you, and he will be in you. [...] I have said these things to you while I am still with you. But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and remind you of all that I have said to you."

This spiritual connection with God via the Holy Spirit is what informs us moment by moment of what is true and right.  It also assures us of our position as beloved children in the family of God, as the Apostle Paul tells us in Romans 8:7-17a:

For this reason the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God; it does not submit to God’s law—indeed it cannot, and those who are in the flesh cannot please God.  But you are not in the flesh; you are in the Spirit, since the Spirit of God dwells in you. Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to him. But if Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness. If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will give life to your mortal bodies also through his Spirit that dwells in you.  

So then, brothers and sisters, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh— for if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are children of God. For you did not receive a spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received a spirit of adoption. When we cry, ‘Abba! Father!’ it is that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs, heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ...

So, with their Deontological Moral Imperatives being informed by God in these ways, Christians have both a duty to obey the Moral Imperatives of God, and have a joy in doing so since they know that this pleases God, and aligns with the moral order of the universe.  For Christians, then, Moral Goodness is adherence to, and alignment, affiliation with, God and God's teachings; Moral Evil is departure from or rebellion against the same.

When faced with a moral choice, the Christian attempts to align decisions with God's moral order, and is informed by conscience, the scriptures and by the Holy Spirit's guidance in the moment.  The dilemma faced by moral philosophies like Utilitarianism, with its need to assign cost and benefit to life and death, health and suffering, is not one that should trouble Christians.  When faced with a test like the "lifeboat" scenario, where you must choose who gets thrown overboard to allow an overloaded lifeboat to stay afloat, there is no need to evaluate the value of the elderly passenger versus the child, the woman versus the man, the professor versus the carpenter, etc.  For the Christian, the moral imperative is to do as the Apostle Paul teaches us in his letter to the Philippians (2:3-8): 

Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility regard others as better than yourselves. Let each of you look not to your own interests, but to the interests of others.  Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness. And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death - even death on a cross.

As Christians, we align with Jesus in our moral choices.  And so when faced with the lifeboat scenario or other such moral dilemmas, our moral imperative is informed by God through our conscience, the scriptures, and the guidance of God's Spirit.  

Who leaves the lifeboat?  

I do.  I go overboard, so that you all can live.


Sunday, January 15, 2017

Fandom and Identification

During the NFL playoffs, Diane and I wear our Packer T-shirts on gameday (like today!  #GoPack).

We identify ourselves as followers of that specific pro football team. I also have Packer gear in my office, stickers on my car, autographed items by Packer players and ... wait for it ... season tickets to all their home games at Lambeau Field.  Not to mention that in my chest freezer I have two boxes of genuine sod from Lambeau - real Frozen Tundra!  Man, I identify with that team.

What it made me wonder about is how do I identify myself as a follower of Jesus? The Scriptures teach that identification with Christ is an essential element of a faith that leads to salvation.  Theologians like N.T. Wright have devoted entire books to the concept of a believer's identity being tied up with Jesus Christ, it is that important that we do so.  

So, what evidence is there that I identify with Jesus and depend on Him for salvation?  I certainly have the gear (Bibles, study materials, t-shirts, and mugs) at home, in my office, in my car... never did get Jesus' autograph (or a piece of the True Cross), but nevertheless, there is evidence.  There's even ... wait for it ... a Masters' Degree in Theology from Bethel Seminary.  I suppose I could go up there and cut some sod from the campus lawn and put it in my freezer as further proof...

Beyond the gear, I do also sprinkle my emails and conversation at work occasionally with tangential references to Scripture and the stories Jesus told.  I've preached sermons, sang inspirational songs in worship, led Bible studies, helped to grow up new believers into a more mature faith, given funds to people and organizations that advance the Kingdom of God, etc.

Still, I hear in the back of my mind the Apostle Paul saying to the Corinthian church:

"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.  If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing."

This reminds me that the gear means nothing, the acts of devotion mean nothing.  What is telling is my heart attitude, which no one really sees.  The outward appearance of fandom can easily mislead others; we can even deceive ourselves into thinking we identify with the object of our devotion because of all the things we do.  As God said to Samuel when he was looking for a replacement for King Saul, "the Lord sees not as man sees; man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.”  May my heart be true, though all else be outward show.


Genetics and the Doctrine of Original Sin

With the proliferation of DNA testing into criminal justice, paternity and prenatal testing, and ancestry research, it was only a matter of time before knowing what's in your genome became affordable and within the reach of "regular people" (like me).

About a year ago, I sent in my saliva sample and $99 and got back a .csv file full of crazy stuff, like this:

#Genetic data is provided below as five TAB delimited columns.  Each line 
#corresponds to a SNP.  Column one provides the SNP identifier (rsID where 
#possible).  Columns two and three contain the chromosome and basepair position 
#of the SNP using human reference build 37.1 coordinates.  Columns four and five 
#contain the two alleles observed at this SNP (genotype).  The genotype is reported 
#on the forward (+) strand with respect to the human reference.
rsid chromosome position allele1 allele2
rs4477212 1 82154 T T
rs3131972 1 752721 G G
rs12562034 1 768448 G G
rs11240777 1 798959 G G
rs6681049 1 800007 C

Page after page of this stuff is what was used to determine that I am less Western European (particularly Saxon and Bavarian) in ancestry than I had thought.  Instead I have more of an Eastern European ancestry (think Prussian and Austro-Hungarian empires), with a chunk of British and Scandinavian heritage mixed in.  Okay, then.  So much for my parents' and grandparents' stories..

That process was pretty interesting.  But even moreso was what happened when I joined Livewello.com and sent my genomic record in to look for mutations (favorable and unfavorable) that might be useful to know about, like for instance knowing that I have a genetic predisposition to reject the effects of Metformin (a common pre-diabetic medicine) because I have a gene mutation that blocks its absorption into the bloodstream.  But on the other hand, I have genetics that help me to resist substance addictions, and lack mutations which would tend toward Alzheimer's and Dementia.  Woo!  I'll be the life of the party in the nursing home!

I told my local endocrine specialist about the anti-metformin gene and she just shrugged and said "nothing I know anything about", and went right on with her normal treatments.  But then, why should she be expected to know about this emerging field, when it's not what she was trained in?

So, over Christmas, Diane and I drove to Austin, TX to see our daughter.  While there, I visited a clinic which specializes in genetic disorders (especially of metabolism) to see what they could tell me.  Yikes!  I feel like the Apostle Paul when he said "Oh wretched man that I am!  Who will deliver me from this body of death?" Page after page of bad news.

Well, not THAT bad.  It's just that in dealing with inflammation of all sorts, processing key nutrients, weight management, and production of energy, I have genetic deficiencies that spell an uphill battle to ever be "normal" in those areas.  I've known for years that I have tendencies toward certain health problems, like my parents and siblings did, but never anything that conclusively points to why.  Now I know - a lot of it is genetics.

And yet, even though genetics determine your strengths and weaknesses, they don't doom you to a particular lifestyle.  There are things you can do to delay onset of conditions, to supplement chemically what your body doesn't do well, etc.  You still have control over how you deal with genetic predispositions, even though they make make it hard to be in perfect health.

Here is an excerpt from the geneticist's report explaining a little of the interpretation of gene mutations:




So, today I got to thinking about the doctrine of Original Sin in light of all this recent discovery of inherited gene mutations, and I came to the conclusion that Original Sin is like having a metaphysical genetic mutation (as opposed to a physical one) which gives a you genetic predisposition toward estrangement toward (or rebellion against) God.  All of humanity is at least heterozygous (+/-) for this Sin gene; we all have a difficult time being obedient to God, or even just to our own conscience (a proxy for God in those who don't know God).  Some of humanity, I think, are homozygous (+/+) for the Sin gene and by nature have a much more difficult time refraining from doing what is morally wrong.

But, having the genetic predisposition doesn't mean we are helpless and doomed to an immoral life estranged from God.  There are things we can do to ward off temptation, to supplement with prayer and reading in the areas where we don't handle things well, to reach out to God for help fighting against this genetic defect passed down from Eve to us (like mitochondrial DNA).

Fortunately, there was One who was born without that Sin mutation (-/-) and who stands in our place today, offering to us a metaphysical version of "gene splicing" to remove our unfavorable mutation.  His operating room is in the Hereafter, but eventually we who believe will be cured and live a life in Eternity free of the struggle against Sin.  Thanks be to God!